Hi beauties…
Here’s what may be my juiciest, most raw and powerful share yet…
***HOW AFTER A DIP INTO THE DARK SIDE, I’M FEELING STRONGER THAN EVER***
The truth is I had my plans set for this fall…
My signature program to launch…
A course guaranteed to fill…
A course that last time it launched, grossed $40k and many grateful students.
But I didn’t.
Or better said,
I wouldn’t.
OH BUT I SHOULD HAVE!!!
You see, this course was already created…
… In a way that worked powerfully,
… A way that had funnels, ads, complete lessons and course hubs ALREADY created.
(READ: Super easy to launch, market and SELL!)
BUT all in way I was no longer aligned with.
SO I COULDN’T.
All I heard in my heart was “realign“.
All I felt in my body was “stop“.
And even though my head was screaming at the sight of the decreasing bank account…
I DIDN’T.
See, my deep faith knew there was ZERO to worry about.
And following my heart was the only thing that was right.
And as is ALWAYS the case when I follow my truth…
MIRACLES ENSUED.
And wow, once again, I am in awe and beyond excited to share with you in the raw just what and how it went down.
Because it was freaking power activating and beautiful.
For some of you, I know this is what is awaiting you.
And I being told my sharing will serve as a powerful catalyst for that now…
IF THIS IS YOU, PLEASE, READ ON…
Now, I’m not saying it was easy.
THE TRUTH IS…
I WAS FEELING UTTERLY BLANK!!!
BLANK in energy, inspiration, words.
A feeling that is most scary to the ego.
A feeling that equates to worthlessness, annihilation, failure, death.
A feeling that utterly, and deeply,
SUCKED!
But one thing I know for sure…
Feelings and experiences – no matter how icky, dreaded and scary they feel – are never to be feared.
I DIDN’T ALWAYS KNOW THIS…
And life was an insane roller coaster of emotions where I would get constantly hijacked by doubt, fear or insecurity and stay there for days, weeks, if not months at a time.
BUT TODAY, OH THANK GOD TODAY I KNOW BETTER…
Today I know how to hold and allow through anything – TOTAL UTTER BLANK, WITH NO NEXT STEP IN SIGHT – included!!!
And when you learn how to be this graceful, present and ultimately BIGGER than your emotions, they flow through you, teaching you what they have to and leaving you quickly and smoothly to see, feel and know something else, something new, something real and positive again, soon.
And so I did…
I DOVE HEAD FIRST INTO THE DARK VOID…
I allowed myself to…
sit in it,
swim in it,
feel it with all it’s intensity,
heaviness and
gravity.
And my goodness, is it delicious to give yourself such honor, respect and space…
… To allow yourself full permission to wallow and be miserable BECAUSE YOU FUNDAMENTALLY KNOW:
This isn’t you!
It’s just another passing…
emotion,
experience
and
ultimately,
friend.
AND IN THE HEART OF THE ABYSS OF NOTHINGNESS…
THE MIRACLE HAPPENED.
Just when thoughts such as the following grew loudest…
“You call yourself a teacher and coach?!”
“How can you be almost 40 and have no ____, _____ or ______” (insert everything!)
“Who do you think you are!? You suck!”
… A voice from deep within me arose powerfully and said;
“Shirly, don’t you see…
There is no white knight in shining armor!
… not a million dollar bank account,
… not a plaque for best trainer or coach,
… not the perfect body, home, car or accolades…
… not a perfect, sacred, masculine partner and man.
NOPE, the white knight is YOU.
Simply and only YOU!!!”
FOR A MOMENT, I SAT THERE STUNNED.
But then it freaking clicked liked never before.
I mean, I had known this, preached this, taught this for years before.
But in this pit of self-created despair,
having a voice come through me so loudly and clearly,
it deeply and fundamentally clicked.
And in an instant every single one of those thoughts shrunk down to nothing!
And I saw more clearly than ever before…
I WAS THE ONE I WAS WAITING FOR.
I was the one who would…
… Crown myself queen,
… Adore my imperfect body, behaviors, credit score and words,
… Lift me up when I felt funky,
… Choose and love being with myself when no-one else did,
… Laugh at myself,
… Believe in myself,
… Choose faith over fear for myself,
… Discard, over and over and over again any thoughts that were other than pure freaking and absolute love, possibility, adoration and positivity!
And so I did.
And wow, EVERYTHING, I mean everything in my life is changing at record speed.
I have more inspiration and clarity than I ever have.
I have attracted and fallen in love with a most sacred, honorable man.
I am channeling through wisdom, clarity & perception of a level I had never tapped into before.
I am relaxed in a deep, unshakable faith in the face of any circumstance, challenge or strain.
I am tuned in, tapped in and turned on, as they say.
… My teacher within is radically ignited.
… My healer is working off the charts.
… My creator within is freaking rocking.
And the lover in me, well, she is just juicier than ever for me, my partner and simply all.
And I owe it all to…
ME.
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So beautiful soul – made of the same stuff as me – are you going to see, feel, know this too this year?
If you hang around me, I promise you, you will. 😉
Standing for your brilliance…
xoxo,
Shirly Joy
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